Well, If I had to describe my emotions in 3 words I would simply say "EMOTIONAL BASKET CASE" Now, lucky for John I have not been one of those mean pregnant women (well this last week I have been tad irritable) But if you followed my pregnancy Blog when I was pregnant with Josselyn, then you probably read about the flying grilled cheese incident in "Going Mad VS Pregnancy Hormones" This time around I have not thrown any grilled cheese's (although my husband has refused to make grilled cheese) and I have not abused my dogs with a dish towel. Instead, my emotions involve crying at literally anything and everything. I am no longer sure what is worse bring moody or being completely emotional!
Not only have a cried like a baby but I have been ultra sensitive. I do not typically get my feelings hurt easily by friends or family but the last few weeks I think I have read into everything wayyy too much and my feelings have been not only hurt but crushed multiple times. It is actually a little funny now that I am thinking back on the last few weeks but hey, emotions are emotions and when you are pregnant it is a little hard to really control them. I have been blessed with amazing friends in my life & thank God they do not know how many silly incidents I have cried over the last few weeks hahaha. Well, as my 2nd trimester is approaching in just days I am hoping to get rid of this softer side and go back to being ME; even if it means that I have tough skin, a callused heart and only cry at the thought of starving orphans & animal cruelty lol
I sure hope this emotional roller coaster ends soon...We shall see what the 2nd trimester has in store!