I am going on Week 10 and I have come to the conclusion that I am either going insanely mad or my pregnancy hormones are out the roof! Let me recap a few of my abnormal incidents' this past week.
First of all, it was a normal Wednesday night and I decided to make a grilled cheese sandwich (if you remember from my previous blog I have never liked cheese but for some reason it has sounded appealing these past 9 weeks). Well I was perfectly happy cooking my sandwich on the stove top when all of a sudden I got distracted with the laundry. My husband came to the rescue (or so he thought) and he decided to flip my sandwich so it would not burn. I thought that initial "flip" meant he was now in charge of the sandwich so I went into the living room and waited for my delicious grilled cheese sandwich. Well, after a while I went back into the kitchen and my sandwich looked wayyyyy to well-done for my liking (John claims that it was just golden brown). Well, out of no where the switch flipped and I picked up the BURNT sandwich and threw it across the room (dramatic...I know). John just stared at me speechless as I proceeded to huff and puff up the stairs into my room...Do you think I'm nuts? Probably! I seriously had a two year old temper tantrum and I have no clue why!!!! Afterwords John and I laughed our heads off but it definitely took an hours or two.
I now need to prove to you all that I am not a sandwich throwing dog beating person, so let me tell you about the other emotions that have come out of nowhere! If you know me then you know that I am not really a crier. Very few people besides my husband and mom have seen me cry. Movies most definitely do not make me cry. Yes I have seen: PS I Love You, My Sisters Keeper, The Notebook & all those other sad movies and NO NOT 1 TEAR was ever shed while watching those movies. The only things that really bring tears to my eye are #1 Starving Children in 3rd World Countries and #2 Animal cruelty. I know that sounds crazy for a heartless, unemotional person like me to care about animal cruelty, but there is just something about Sarah McLachlan singing "Angel" and poor starving/beaten animals on a commercial that makes me tear up. So to say the least, it takes a lot to make me cry. How come I was watching American Idol last week and out of no where I start crying as they are sharing a back ground story about an east coast teenager who lived in a shelter. That's not all, then they feature this mom with a special needs child and I start crying again! TWICE in one night while watching AMERICAN IDOL??? Not even Extreme Makeover just ordinary American Idol! This is soooo not me!!!
I am going to hope for B) and just tell myself that this is not me it is simply the HORMONES and just like: nausea, tiredness, fatigue, exhaustion & weight gain it is only TEMPORARY :)